from my previous post of course..
i'm back..
and the exam semester also comes together..
yeah, we're like a true companion..
wherever i am, there it was..
so sweet,
isn't it?
this semester was going to end..
i can say that it was a short period of time..
as i think i just complained on my friend not so long before,
on why did my semester start first..
and now it have come to end..
in this period of time,
i'm deal and communicate a lot with new people
and it was very interesting
though actually, it was not a new people..
as they are always in my surrounding,
but we're not that close,
so i can say it was new people for me as i just knowing their presence..
hehe..
sorry for those people..
this clinical year was tough than before.
i can say that, it need more stronger heart than knowledge..
hmm,
how to put it in words..
the knowledge can be gain in everywhere,same goes like in pre-clinical years..
but in clinical years,
you face the doctors, specialist, patient, community who expect you to know everything(though you are not actually)
so, the things like get mad by the specialist,
get ignored by the nurses and patients,
the harsh words thrown to you,
and the trauma after the long case examination are common.
of course the students experienced that at least once..
(kalau ada sesape yang xpernah rasa situasi itu, itu sangatlah WOW)
but actually everything pun depends on yourself..
to stand up back after all the bad situation comes to you..
to increase their effort and comes again with a high spirit.
that's why i'm saying you need to have a stronger heart to face all this situation..
nothing comes easy,man.
and ''no one can make you feel inferior without your consent''.
InsyaAllah, if what we do are all because for the purpose of Allah,
things are getting easier..
kena marah dengan doctor pun boleh senyum lagi..
kena reject dengan patient pun boleh datang lagi borak dengan patient.
( ke saya ni memang x de perasaan malu)
=.=
after all what happen,
it was a good experience..
not just because to be good in this work.
but also as a human being..
it helps to get me more stronger than before..
and remember that at the time i am hopeless,helpless, and no one can help me,
Allah always there for you..
InsyaAllah..
p/s:
yesterday i just got phone called from my patient's son,
saying my patient have no longer here..
Innalillahi wainnalillahiraji'un..
i was speechless at that time..
this is my first time facing this..
i mean, my first patient that i'm facing the situation like this..
and i remember how she was so active and very warm to us welcoming to her house.
her smile, it was very warm.
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..
Al-Fatihah..
