hanabi lyric by mr children

Hanabi - Mr. Children (Code Blue Dorama Ending with Translation)

What value left is there
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?

In exchange for something I got
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.

What kind of dreams should I envision?
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.

If you were here I wonder what you would say?
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.

even if it’s a light like fireworks
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.

We all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.

Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?

Even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.

I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.

I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water
so that it would not settle in one place.

For all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.

We all have our problems
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

one more time, one more time,
one more time, one more time…

p/s : love this song..
lebih2 lagi yg ade maksud :

Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?

it just have some meaning in it for me :)

things that i need to get serious back..

need to be serious back like this face..

sometime i do realise things are not going to stay the same forever..

every year,the number in my age do increase,

the responsibilities i get also increases,

the hearts i need to care of does increase,

the road i chose and the surrounding does changes,

same goes to my view on this world.. 

but the point is,

I'm not sure does myself got also changes along these things?

it maybe good if what changes inside me into a positive one..

and of course it will be harm for me if the changes is into a negative point..

hurm,but i think I'm natural as I've got both positive and negative point..(positive + negative = natural)

hehe..of course,nobody perfect right?

but what I'm quite sure myself is i do changes in my way to keep on focusing and serious in my study..

it's kinda to negative one...

yeah,my bad.. =.="

WHY??

okay,I'm not sure the answer..but maybe because too much play-play..

too much Japanese drama to watch (this is true)

too much time to sleep (this is not true..hehe..)

my focus has change on other thing (like super junior,and other korean entertainment)=.="

but,

i need to find a solution right now..

yes,a solution..

a solution which can fire up back my spirit to be more serious in study..

which can waking up back something inside me untuk kembali mengganas time study...ROAAR!! (da macam naruto pulak aku rasa)=.="

the spirit that i do felt in my high school year..

i want it back..

so,maybe some changes will be done to get back this spirit..

yes,it need to be as i don't want to stay on weak in this course..

wish me to get success..

and i also hope all of u also can find back the spirit that may had lost (erk,bukan spirit yang roh tu tau..)

all the best :)

InsyaAllah..

Bloody Monday 2

the hacker in bloody monday 2..

okay,before i get start writing on this japanesse drama,let's get start with other thing first..

home alone..

maybe u can say that to a kid that get left out from his family vacation without anyone conscious

that the kid was left at home..

no,it wasn't me..

of course it's not...

as i'm no longer a kid =.="

okay,

but maybe i'm the one the girl that get left out at home for a while because she want to escape from some of question that most of her makcik had been ask..

for example,

"do you already have a special one?"ask Mak cik 1,Mak cik 2 and Mak cik 3..

and she was told to find it right now...what??

the one that i can only do is just smile..

no,it's not that i don't want it..

but it just..

all-this-things-about-heart is quite hard for me..

okay stop that topic..

and here it goes...

now i am watching Bloody Monday 2...

it is a japanesse drama..

and before it get the title Bloody Monday 2,of course it already had its Bloody Monday 1..

this story is about a hacker and how he get involve in fighting the terrorist to save his friends and family...

when i'm watching this,it really can give me some cardiac arrhythmia (abnormal heart palpitation)

as it do have some spontaneous action...

and my brain always thinking who's the one behind all this thing(nak try investigate macam detective lah kononnya..)

overall,

my rate to this drama is A+(kalau aku nyer markah test pun camni kan best)

=.="

that's all...

saje nak promote drama ni..hehe...

p/s :

to all my follower and all the visitor(you-know-who-you-are) :)

saya nak wish..

selamat hari raya!!

maaf zahir batin...

hope that we always get the bless from Allah..

sori lambat wish..

da nak masuk raya ke-5 da kot... =.="

the past..

sometime we need to look back on the past to face the future..

i had learnt something tonight..

things on the past sometime can really give a big impact to someone..

what type of person can someone be into the future,

sometime it depends on how the person face the problem in their past..

is it on a positive way,

or into a negative one..

or just ignoring that problem until it became what it shouldn't..(sometime this is me..heh..)

but,hey..

i think we shouldn't make this life more complex than how it was..

hurm,maybe some of u can try to have my face-without-feeling..(is this the thing that i should get pride on??no,i'm confused..hehe..)

so that,even when u are really get hurt,people won't knew it...

then,at least we won't hurt others feeling..

okay,i think this hand just move on typing without the command from my brain.. (-__-)"

and i think it's better for me to stop it here before this hand get some rigidity which may consider a seizure..

(now i've start writing nonsense)

p/s :

actually tomorrow i really should prepare my head properly before i get blown up by a 6 straight on lecture..

yes..i know it's "great"...

with the fact that everyone is in their hometown right now...

and why are we still here??

sabar2..

mak,nak balik kampung!!

huhu...

hati yang mati..

hati yang sakit dan mati haruslah dirawat..

ketandusan hati,

hati yang mati,

hati yang gelisah,

hati yang sakit,

hati yang kosong..

hati yang bahagia..

bagaimanakah ia??

kebahagiaan hakiki bukanlah terletak pada kemewahan harta benda,namun pada hati yang tenang...

"sesungguhnya dalam diri manusia iu ada seketul daging.apabila daging itu baik,maka baiklah seluruh anggota.dan apabila daging itu rosak,maka rosaklah seluruh anggota.ketahuilah,itulah hati."

(hadis Bukhari dan Muslim)

bila ditunjuk kebenaran,berpaling darinya..

bila disebut neraka,tiada gentar hatinya..

bila disebut dosa,rasa hebat dirinya..

bila dalam sendirian,tidak kembali mengingati pada Allah..

itulah tanda-tanda hati yang buta dan mati..

kenalilah hati kita sendiri...

bagaimanakah ia??

larikah kita pada kebenaran??

tepuk dada tanya iman..

membaca al-Quran adalah salah satu cara merawat hati yang mati dan sakit...

oleh itu,sama-sama lah kita merawat kembali hati kita yang mungkin sudah mati dan sakit..

hati yang mati lebih menakutkan daripada jasad yang mati..

semoga kita dijauhkan dari hati yang mati...

hanya pada Allah kita kembali..

p/s :

badan yang sakit,bolehlah kita bawa jumpa doktor..

hati yang mati dan sakit juga haruslah kita rawat dengan cara yang betul :)