HOPE

silence

sometimes it better to just be silence
rather starting a nonsense gossip
and creating multiple problems and fighting

but certain things need to be spoken out
the important things
so that you avoid misunderstanding

how about if the situation of
someone trying to talk
but being ignored

this makes people to be more silence
and silence
and silence

and stop
talking
anymore
as
it
hurt
more
if
you
talk
....


though-this-face-is-expressionless-but-she-actually-have-a-feeling-and-heart

p/s:
a loaded and multiple emotions before entering the storm and tsunami-like place in few days
Allah knows InsyaAllah
need to be strong
hormone unstable with anxiety day

(source picture: brotherhood arts)

reviewing and start moving

suddenly remember when i'm looking into a box full of my previous self (diary, gifts and letters),
that another half of my memories is in here : this 'itsmylife-yuzuki chan' blog

looking back into my previous self and post,
i see that i do change.
things that i may think i wouldnt be
and now i'm like someone different
different in thought, character and view

i do miss my previous self
and i hope i do change for better
again..

writing is one of my passion since childhood
i do have a dreams to be a writer or someone in art line
never in my dreams to be in professional job
but InsyaAllah what i have now is something that He has choose for the best

and InsyaAllah I will move on for the best
eventhough i dont know what will come approach me

hopefully I can sail through this tough 2 years without fail..
and can get up again after fall and hurt

i'm gonna be a survivor InsyaAllah