hanabi lyric by mr children

Hanabi - Mr. Children (Code Blue Dorama Ending with Translation)

What value left is there
in this world I live in?
I start thinking its all meaningless
or maybe I’m just tired?

In exchange for something I got
I gave up a number of precious things
but it’s not such a peaceful world
that I can lament each and every one.

What kind of dreams should I envision?
What kind of hopes should I take with me as I go forward?
These seemingly impossible to answer questions
Get buried in my day to day life.

If you were here I wonder what you would say?
you’d probably say I was being “gloomy” and have a laugh.
I just wish i could see your gentle smile to blow away my melancholy.

even if it’s a light like fireworks
that can never be caught
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to reach out for it.

We all carry sadness with us
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

I get choked up on the words ’cause I think too much
I hate how clumsy I am
Yet oddly enough, I hate more how skillfully I can pretend.

Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?

Even though we knew from the start
that we’d eventually have to say goodbye
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
and as many times as I can I hope to see you again.

I never imagined that simply meeting you
could make the world seem so beautiful
would you laugh at me for being simple minded?
I want to say “thank you” to you from my heart.

I wish my heart flowed fast and smooth like water
so that it would not settle in one place.

For all those times when I need to see you
for those times when I’ll miss you so
one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time
I want to burn your memory deep in me.

We all have our problems
but we hope for a better tomorrow
I wonder to what extent we can love a world
gripped by fear, thrown into unrest?

one more time, one more time,
one more time, one more time…

p/s : love this song..
lebih2 lagi yg ade maksud :

Whether we spend the years laughing or crying
time passes the same for all
the future is calling to us
are you, now, hearing it too?

it just have some meaning in it for me :)

things that i need to get serious back..

need to be serious back like this face..

sometime i do realise things are not going to stay the same forever..

every year,the number in my age do increase,

the responsibilities i get also increases,

the hearts i need to care of does increase,

the road i chose and the surrounding does changes,

same goes to my view on this world.. 

but the point is,

I'm not sure does myself got also changes along these things?

it maybe good if what changes inside me into a positive one..

and of course it will be harm for me if the changes is into a negative point..

hurm,but i think I'm natural as I've got both positive and negative point..(positive + negative = natural)

hehe..of course,nobody perfect right?

but what I'm quite sure myself is i do changes in my way to keep on focusing and serious in my study..

it's kinda to negative one...

yeah,my bad.. =.="

WHY??

okay,I'm not sure the answer..but maybe because too much play-play..

too much Japanese drama to watch (this is true)

too much time to sleep (this is not true..hehe..)

my focus has change on other thing (like super junior,and other korean entertainment)=.="

but,

i need to find a solution right now..

yes,a solution..

a solution which can fire up back my spirit to be more serious in study..

which can waking up back something inside me untuk kembali mengganas time study...ROAAR!! (da macam naruto pulak aku rasa)=.="

the spirit that i do felt in my high school year..

i want it back..

so,maybe some changes will be done to get back this spirit..

yes,it need to be as i don't want to stay on weak in this course..

wish me to get success..

and i also hope all of u also can find back the spirit that may had lost (erk,bukan spirit yang roh tu tau..)

all the best :)

InsyaAllah..

Bloody Monday 2

the hacker in bloody monday 2..

okay,before i get start writing on this japanesse drama,let's get start with other thing first..

home alone..

maybe u can say that to a kid that get left out from his family vacation without anyone conscious

that the kid was left at home..

no,it wasn't me..

of course it's not...

as i'm no longer a kid =.="

okay,

but maybe i'm the one the girl that get left out at home for a while because she want to escape from some of question that most of her makcik had been ask..

for example,

"do you already have a special one?"ask Mak cik 1,Mak cik 2 and Mak cik 3..

and she was told to find it right now...what??

the one that i can only do is just smile..

no,it's not that i don't want it..

but it just..

all-this-things-about-heart is quite hard for me..

okay stop that topic..

and here it goes...

now i am watching Bloody Monday 2...

it is a japanesse drama..

and before it get the title Bloody Monday 2,of course it already had its Bloody Monday 1..

this story is about a hacker and how he get involve in fighting the terrorist to save his friends and family...

when i'm watching this,it really can give me some cardiac arrhythmia (abnormal heart palpitation)

as it do have some spontaneous action...

and my brain always thinking who's the one behind all this thing(nak try investigate macam detective lah kononnya..)

overall,

my rate to this drama is A+(kalau aku nyer markah test pun camni kan best)

=.="

that's all...

saje nak promote drama ni..hehe...

p/s :

to all my follower and all the visitor(you-know-who-you-are) :)

saya nak wish..

selamat hari raya!!

maaf zahir batin...

hope that we always get the bless from Allah..

sori lambat wish..

da nak masuk raya ke-5 da kot... =.="

the past..

sometime we need to look back on the past to face the future..

i had learnt something tonight..

things on the past sometime can really give a big impact to someone..

what type of person can someone be into the future,

sometime it depends on how the person face the problem in their past..

is it on a positive way,

or into a negative one..

or just ignoring that problem until it became what it shouldn't..(sometime this is me..heh..)

but,hey..

i think we shouldn't make this life more complex than how it was..

hurm,maybe some of u can try to have my face-without-feeling..(is this the thing that i should get pride on??no,i'm confused..hehe..)

so that,even when u are really get hurt,people won't knew it...

then,at least we won't hurt others feeling..

okay,i think this hand just move on typing without the command from my brain.. (-__-)"

and i think it's better for me to stop it here before this hand get some rigidity which may consider a seizure..

(now i've start writing nonsense)

p/s :

actually tomorrow i really should prepare my head properly before i get blown up by a 6 straight on lecture..

yes..i know it's "great"...

with the fact that everyone is in their hometown right now...

and why are we still here??

sabar2..

mak,nak balik kampung!!

huhu...

hati yang mati..

hati yang sakit dan mati haruslah dirawat..

ketandusan hati,

hati yang mati,

hati yang gelisah,

hati yang sakit,

hati yang kosong..

hati yang bahagia..

bagaimanakah ia??

kebahagiaan hakiki bukanlah terletak pada kemewahan harta benda,namun pada hati yang tenang...

"sesungguhnya dalam diri manusia iu ada seketul daging.apabila daging itu baik,maka baiklah seluruh anggota.dan apabila daging itu rosak,maka rosaklah seluruh anggota.ketahuilah,itulah hati."

(hadis Bukhari dan Muslim)

bila ditunjuk kebenaran,berpaling darinya..

bila disebut neraka,tiada gentar hatinya..

bila disebut dosa,rasa hebat dirinya..

bila dalam sendirian,tidak kembali mengingati pada Allah..

itulah tanda-tanda hati yang buta dan mati..

kenalilah hati kita sendiri...

bagaimanakah ia??

larikah kita pada kebenaran??

tepuk dada tanya iman..

membaca al-Quran adalah salah satu cara merawat hati yang mati dan sakit...

oleh itu,sama-sama lah kita merawat kembali hati kita yang mungkin sudah mati dan sakit..

hati yang mati lebih menakutkan daripada jasad yang mati..

semoga kita dijauhkan dari hati yang mati...

hanya pada Allah kita kembali..

p/s :

badan yang sakit,bolehlah kita bawa jumpa doktor..

hati yang mati dan sakit juga haruslah kita rawat dengan cara yang betul :)

a good day it was...

hope everyday is going on smooth and calm like today...

assalamualikum wbt....

hopefully all of u people always stay in healthy,calm and happiness always at ur side...

today is such a great day i think...

sebab hari ni hari nuzul al Quran...

iaitu hari di mana al Quran diturunkan pada 17 ramadhan..

plus,

hari ni hari jumaat yang ke-3 untuk bulan ramadhan...

and it just rain just now..

di mana waktu hujan adalah antara waktu doa yg dimakbulkan Allah...

Alhamdulillah everything going on smooth and calm today...

dunia adalah perhentian sementara bagi manusia...

di mana ia mungkin menjadi tempat bersuka-ria bagi sesetengah manusia,

manakala bagi segolongan yg lain pula,

ianya menjadi tempat beribadah,

tempat di mana sentiasa mengingati Allah,

tempat untuk mengumpul kebaikan sebagai bekalan untuk hari perhitungan,

dan tidak terpengaruh akan kegembiraan dunia yg sementara ini..

semoga kita semua diampunkan kesalahan dan dosa sebelum ini...

hanya kepadaNya lah kita kembali...

p/s :

yesterday i've got food poisoning...

which is 'great' i guess....

thanx to da clinic,i've got MC and not attend the lab anatomy on that evening,

which i'm supposed to read the lecture notes before enter the class... heh..

da la ramai2 yg kene...

erk,aku agak ramai gak dak yg x datang lab semalam....

sorry Dr...

it's not our fault..

it's that microbes and bacteria in our food fault..

hehe...

this ramadhan is a month with full of barakah..

salam ramadhan..

hari ni terasa kelainan daripada hari2 yg sebelumnya...

Alhamdulillah,diri ini masih dapat lagi menjalani ibadah dalam bulan yg penuh barakah..

carilah barakah yg tersembunyi dalam bulan ini...

semoga kita semua lebih dekat denganNya..

betulkan hati dan niat..

kuatkan iman dan taqwa..

kalahkan nafsu dan keinginan sendiri..

menjaga mata dan pandangan..

menjaga hubungan dengan Allah..

menjaga hubungan dengan kawan..

dorongkan diri ke arah kebaikan..

jauhkan diri daripada laranganNya..

persiapkan diri ke jalan yg lurus dan tempat yg kekal abadi..

iaitu di Akhirat sana...

dunia hanya sementara...

we dont know..

if this ramadhan is the last one...

hope that we can collect as much as possible all the barakah in this ramadhan..

sesungguhnya Allah masih lagi sayang pada diri ini..

dengan memberi lagi hidup dalam diri ini..

InsyaAllah kita menjadi hamba yg berjaya dunia akhirat..

invisible me??hope it was..

sometime i just hope to be like them...

wanna be ninja??

WHY??

so that i can learn how to be invisible...

ilmu ninja penyamaran..

less people to face,less problem to face..

btol ke??

okay,at least not to face the probs for a while..

sometime we need time before we can face on something BIG..

(bukan dinosour mahupun elephant)

maybe ley gak tido sepanjang mase kuliah if jadi invisible nih..

(kantoi..)

why wanna be invisible?

less people to face,

less thing to get heated,

less problem get make,

less person to get hurt,

less gossip people have,

less hurt i get,

less burden it is..

okay cukup..x perlu kot aku bersajak panjang2..

entry ni bukan bertajuk less...

it juz things get messed..

n i just wanna shout it here before things get burst..

no worries..

hey,u noe that my face really can hide all this probs..

as it naturally have a-face-without-feeling-and-all-this-thing..

hehe...

it do have advantage actually..

yeah..smile always \(>_<)/

tomorrow is still there..

is it a trend right now??

salam...
semoga kita sentiasa dilimpahi rahmatNya...

 i've been thinking back in these day...
 n i've found something interesting to share...
which mostly we have forgot the meaning of it...

based on perbualan my friend and me petang tadi...
i've a conclusion dat most of my friend and maybe people around us are having a special relationship between boys and girls which mostly people called it COUPLE..

yes,it already become a trend between our friends and maybe ourselves...
n it's kinda make me sad...
as mostly girls don't understand the meaning of it...

when i talk to my friends,mostly said kita tak boleh tunggu guys approach kita,kita pun mestilah ade usaha juga...

kawan2...
apakah maksud USAHA yang anda semua perkatakan?

adakah ianya bermaksud : whenever a guy approach,we just gladly accept because we know at least we having someone dat like us?
or we need to approach the one dat we like before others snatch him from us?
or berusaha untuk dapatkan couple so that ade back up untuk mase depan...

i don't know if all of this ade kena mengena dengan maksud USAHA tersebut..

doesn't the USAHA means that kita berusaha untuk improve diri, hati, amalan dan kebajikan kita agar kita dapat menjadi seorang isteri dan ibu yang terbaik pada masa hadapan?

doesn't that mean, we as a girl kena berusaha protect diri kita sendiri daripada gangguan2 para lelaki?
that's why ISLAM wajibkan wanita menutup aurat..
kerana itulah yang terbaik sekali as a protection for a women...

mungkin kerana surrounding kawan2,ramai yang terikut-ikut untuk mendapatkan couple or partner...
or mungkin kerana tak nak dipanggil noob,nerdy and tak hot....
kita berusaha untuk dapatkan couple...
mungkin dengan bermacam cara lagi...

saya rasa sedih bila difikir semula...
i know that ramai yang tak bersetuju with my opinion...

but majoriti tak semestinya betul...
x semestinya kita harus ikut majoriti,perubahan zaman and trendy...
eventhough we know that majority is wrong,do we still need to follow it?

yeah,it may be a bit hard for a minority to move on..
but we still can move on actually..
dengan ade kekuatan hati dan prinsip hidup yang betul..

we don't need just to follow everyone...
some of us maybe want to couple because we are afraid that if kita x terima guy yang approach kita,rase menyesal..

of course, we as a teenager mesti ade perasaan ingin saling menyayangi..
it is basic thing as a human...

i also have someone that i admire...
but we need to fight that nafsu and godaan syaitan which later become a bad thing us...
don't just follow keinginan and nafsu manusia...

i believe that...
if it is true that he the one i like is the jodoh that Allah give to me, Alhamdulillah...
if not then its okay...maybe i'll get a better one for me...

just move on ourselves to become a better person, then InsyaAllah we also get a better person..
let he goes his way and we goes our way...

kalau Allah nak pertemukan kita dengan orang tersebut itu sememangnya di bawah kuasaNya...
so what else do we need??

perlukah kita berusaha approach diri kita to a guy just because we need to have someone or like them?
this is just my opinion which maybe some of us have forget what is the meaning of USAHA to get a good partner...

to become a better person or not..
it is all in ur hands...

mungkin ini juga adalah ujian yang datang untuk melihat sejauh mana kekuatan kita untuk menepis gangguan nafsu dan syaitan...

so,girls...
berhati-hatilah...
and kuatkan hati dan prinsip anda..

and for boys,
please understand the difficulty for a girl to become a good one..
because nowadays sudah terlalu banyak dosa yang melibatkan perempuan...

jika anda inginkan yang terbaik untuk bakal isteri dan suami anda,
kenapa tidak kita pun berusaha juga buat yang terbaik?

InsyaAllah jika kita berniat baik dan mengikuti jalanNya,Allah juga akan menolong kita.. :)

bulan kelahiran islam...

picture yg di google..

assalamualaikum
 entry kali ni ialah bulan kelahiran islam...
 link nih : islamic calendar

so,setelah di click pada tarikh kelahiran kita dalam gregorian(birth date yang kita semua guna skang) and ditukar pada tarikh hijri(hijrah),barulah tau kita nih dilahirkan dalam bulan ape...
 and result nye mine in  bulan syawal.

melahirkan,membesarkan, mendidik dan mengasuh anak..
tak semua orang boleh melakukannya..
so,always appreciate what we have right now..
always remember our mom and dad where ever we are..
doakan mereka :)