HOPE

silence

sometimes it better to just be silence
rather starting a nonsense gossip
and creating multiple problems and fighting

but certain things need to be spoken out
the important things
so that you avoid misunderstanding

how about if the situation of
someone trying to talk
but being ignored

this makes people to be more silence
and silence
and silence

and stop
talking
anymore
as
it
hurt
more
if
you
talk
....


though-this-face-is-expressionless-but-she-actually-have-a-feeling-and-heart

p/s:
a loaded and multiple emotions before entering the storm and tsunami-like place in few days
Allah knows InsyaAllah
need to be strong
hormone unstable with anxiety day

(source picture: brotherhood arts)

reviewing and start moving

suddenly remember when i'm looking into a box full of my previous self (diary, gifts and letters),
that another half of my memories is in here : this 'itsmylife-yuzuki chan' blog

looking back into my previous self and post,
i see that i do change.
things that i may think i wouldnt be
and now i'm like someone different
different in thought, character and view

i do miss my previous self
and i hope i do change for better
again..

writing is one of my passion since childhood
i do have a dreams to be a writer or someone in art line
never in my dreams to be in professional job
but InsyaAllah what i have now is something that He has choose for the best

and InsyaAllah I will move on for the best
eventhough i dont know what will come approach me

hopefully I can sail through this tough 2 years without fail..
and can get up again after fall and hurt

i'm gonna be a survivor InsyaAllah

visiting this old buddy here

it have been almost one year this blog was not posted anything..

a busy year might be..

but also because i'm not getting wifi here..

end of year 4 semester..

another 1 year to go..

and the hardest year i think..

need to do more hard work for the brain..

"why do better if u can do the best" quote from ortho doctor

haze is getting better..

can see the blue sky again..

Alhamdulillah..

i miss seeing the sky lately and the fresh air..

nikmat yg selalunya kita ambil mudah..

but bila kena tarik..

baru rasa kehilangannya..

need to be more appreciate on everything around us..

and maybe peringatan that this mother nature is getting older and older..

until one day she ends her life..

moga kita semua termasuk dalam golongan orang beriman at that time..

InsyaAllah..

so soon..

Every time I close my eyes, 

I see you in front of me,

I still can hear your voice calling out my name,

and I remember all the stories you told me,

I miss the time you were around,

I miss the time you were around,

But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you,

cause I know life won't last forever..

You went so soon, so soon,

You left so soon, so soon,

I have to move on cause I know it's been too long,

I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong,

I'll try to take it all,

even though it's so hard,

I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone,

Gone so soon..  

Night and day,

I still feel you are close to me,

And I remember you in every prayer that I make,

every single day  may you be shaded by His mercy,

but life is not the same,

and it will never be the same,

but I'm so thankful for every memory I shared with you,

cause I know this life is not forever..

there were days when I had no strength to go on,

I felt so weak and I just couldn't help asking why,

but I got through all the pain when I truly accepted,

that to God we all belong, 

and to Him we'll return..

(so soon- maher zain)

p/s: "I have to move on cause I know it's been too long,

       I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong,

       I'll try to take it all,

       even though it's so hard"

i like that part :)

reaching age :)

looking back again,

for the years before,

through out this life,

have i did what i should.

have i changed?

if it was,

is it good?

is it bad?

does my soul content,

with the blessed given,

does it loss the important key,

for living.

have i filled the soul,

with the light,

or is it full with sin.

today my age was added up,

have i added the knowledge,

to be used to help others,

and to makes this life more loving.

may Allah blessed this life,

and do not let me becomes astray.

p/s: so happy with the wishes coming from friends.

Alhamdulillah.

now, i'm reached to the older age group..haha :D

 

let's RISE.

be TRUE to yourself.
have you really got the answer about your LIFE?


have a clear cut on your vision and mission in your LIFE.
and use tools that you have to reach it.

be the best ummat islam and use your knowledge on medicine to reach it.
do not confuse between your vision and tools.


everyone have a potential that you doesn't tap onto it yet,
or being suppressed due to FEAR of other things.

let's RISE.
let's REALIZE.
let's be THE BEST UMMAH that Rasulullah S.A.W had left to us.

UMMAT ISLAM is the best ummah.
BE ONE OF IT.
InsyaAllah, Allah will help :)

a missing

it was missing.

missed from it place.

missed from where it supposed to.

from my heart.

that spirit.

that confidence.

buried down inside.

unknowingly it was lost.

suddenly.

i'm not sure

am i able to dig it back.

and find it.

and treasure it

before it lost again.

forever.

tired

tired.

exhausted.

I need Allah.

to guide me the right way.

and stop loving this dunya too much.

picture source:brotherhood arts

let your faith be bigger than your fears

i'm still stand there,
at the same spot,
thinking should i move forward or not,
what would happen there,
if i'm making a move.


the chance,
to grab,
together with the risk,
am I brave enough to take it.


and without realize,
the time had becoming shorter,
to make a decision,
or else it will gone,
forever.

but I saw everyone had start moving,
leaving me,
will i be here forever alone,
asking myself,
which one was prefer to,
is it to take the risk,
or to be leaving.

move forward is the best decision i guess.


when you have Allah, you have everything.
without Allah, you have nothing.


Allah,please show me your guidance.
in whatever things i do,
you know what best for me.

picture from: brotherhood arts