i've got award from him :)

i got this..

award from Mr. Mamat 
to be his 100 follower..
thanx a lot...
:)
sorry for the late post...
i'm really appreciate it...
really thanx....

tak tau nak tulis ape lagi...
hope u always success in what u're doing..
and thanx for giving me this award..
it's an honor :)

hontonni arigatou gozaimasu

saya rasa terharu..

nasib baik tak menangis...

opps..

your life...try to figure it out..

things are not always gonna stay the same..
because the world is always spinning around..
and what we're doing right now can be a 360 degree change..
things on the upside can be turns down..
that's why we always need a preparation or a back up..

looking back right now..
how much do you prepare for your back up?
do you think you gonna always be on that comfort zone?
forever?

and when that day comes what do you think you gonna do?
trying to run and hide? maybe...
trying to blame others? maybe..
trying to be just like a robot?
a body without a soul..

always gonna talk about the past...

doing nothing

and just let things happen by it's own

without an effort 

but always hoping things are getting better..

life is not a fantasy my dear..

it's a reality...

and it's not forever...

cause it's just like a stopping center

with too many things looking sweet and beauty..

but it's not truly yours...

and if you smart enough..

you'll know when you're reaching your true destination,

there will be a truly things more beauty and more sweet,

than the one at the stopping center before..

then,you'll not forgot to reach your destination,

by getting tricky in that stopping center..

and being left out there,

before reaching where you should go actually..

so try to realize right now

try to clearly see right now
which one do you choose..
this temporary stopping center in this world
or the truly destination afterlife?

life can be tricky...
try to figure it out wisely...
then you'll see the truly...

p/s:
this is just me
trying to see what had she done
for her whole life
before she gonna reach that time
when nothing can be done..

accumulation of my cerebral cortex after the exam

o yeah...
selepas rasa ada increase intracranial pressure,
rupture of Circle of Willis,
unfunctioned Wernicke's area,
muscle crammed,
and needed all sort of antipsychotic drug
all the time during the exam's day,
now I felt much more calm and happy
though it still not as in euphoria state..
but it felt much more LEGA.....
after the exam...

yes,it's me...
student yang baru habis exam...
though everyone else had already enjoyed their holiday and getting into new sem..

result tu hanya boleh doa banyak banyak je....
InsyaAllah...
ujian tu sentiasa ada....
apa pun result tu,
I believe if I'm not getting it right now,
I'll get it somewhere else...
moga dimudahkan urusan dunia akhirat...
Amiinn....

right now rasa nak rest puas puas...
because after that things are getting harder...