so soon..

Every time I close my eyes, 

I see you in front of me,

I still can hear your voice calling out my name,

and I remember all the stories you told me,

I miss the time you were around,

I miss the time you were around,

But I'm so grateful for every moment I spent with you,

cause I know life won't last forever..

You went so soon, so soon,

You left so soon, so soon,

I have to move on cause I know it's been too long,

I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong,

I'll try to take it all,

even though it's so hard,

I see you in my dreams but when I wake up you are gone,

Gone so soon..  

Night and day,

I still feel you are close to me,

And I remember you in every prayer that I make,

every single day  may you be shaded by His mercy,

but life is not the same,

and it will never be the same,

but I'm so thankful for every memory I shared with you,

cause I know this life is not forever..

there were days when I had no strength to go on,

I felt so weak and I just couldn't help asking why,

but I got through all the pain when I truly accepted,

that to God we all belong, 

and to Him we'll return..

(so soon- maher zain)

p/s: "I have to move on cause I know it's been too long,

       I've got to stop the tears, keep my faith and be strong,

       I'll try to take it all,

       even though it's so hard"

i like that part :)

reaching age :)

looking back again,

for the years before,

through out this life,

have i did what i should.

have i changed?

if it was,

is it good?

is it bad?

does my soul content,

with the blessed given,

does it loss the important key,

for living.

have i filled the soul,

with the light,

or is it full with sin.

today my age was added up,

have i added the knowledge,

to be used to help others,

and to makes this life more loving.

may Allah blessed this life,

and do not let me becomes astray.

p/s: so happy with the wishes coming from friends.

Alhamdulillah.

now, i'm reached to the older age group..haha :D

 

let's RISE.

be TRUE to yourself.
have you really got the answer about your LIFE?


have a clear cut on your vision and mission in your LIFE.
and use tools that you have to reach it.

be the best ummat islam and use your knowledge on medicine to reach it.
do not confuse between your vision and tools.


everyone have a potential that you doesn't tap onto it yet,
or being suppressed due to FEAR of other things.

let's RISE.
let's REALIZE.
let's be THE BEST UMMAH that Rasulullah S.A.W had left to us.

UMMAT ISLAM is the best ummah.
BE ONE OF IT.
InsyaAllah, Allah will help :)

a missing

it was missing.

missed from it place.

missed from where it supposed to.

from my heart.

that spirit.

that confidence.

buried down inside.

unknowingly it was lost.

suddenly.

i'm not sure

am i able to dig it back.

and find it.

and treasure it

before it lost again.

forever.

tired

tired.

exhausted.

I need Allah.

to guide me the right way.

and stop loving this dunya too much.

picture source:brotherhood arts

let your faith be bigger than your fears

i'm still stand there,
at the same spot,
thinking should i move forward or not,
what would happen there,
if i'm making a move.


the chance,
to grab,
together with the risk,
am I brave enough to take it.


and without realize,
the time had becoming shorter,
to make a decision,
or else it will gone,
forever.

but I saw everyone had start moving,
leaving me,
will i be here forever alone,
asking myself,
which one was prefer to,
is it to take the risk,
or to be leaving.

move forward is the best decision i guess.


when you have Allah, you have everything.
without Allah, you have nothing.


Allah,please show me your guidance.
in whatever things i do,
you know what best for me.

picture from: brotherhood arts

understanding is a process for you to reach something.

semalam, masa case discussion of a patient, doctor ada tegur kami semua sebab kami selalu memorize things..

"don't memorize, but understand the process.

how the patient can get the symptoms,

how the pathogenesis of a disease,

it always a process..

so, when you guys understand and relate it with the disease, then you can remember better"

understanding is an important thing in our LIFE.

why?

let's relate it in our LIFE.

understand is a process for us to clears the vision,

and reach our target.

when people understand why they live,

for whom they live,

who are they belong for,

what they should do in life.

InsyaAllah, they can face any difficulties,

and they can reach their goals.

"Maka apakah kamu mengira bahawa Kami menciptakan kamu main-main(tanpa ada maksud) dan bahawa kamu tidak akan dikembalikan kepada Kami?maka Mahatinggi Allah, Raja yang sebenarnya; tidak ada tuhan yang berhak disembah selain Dia, Tuhan yang memiliki 'Arasy yang mulia."[surah Al-Mu'minun, 115-116] 

jom kita revise diri kita.
sudah faham kah diri kita tentang islam yang sebenarnya :)

because this is not the end..

smile.

it's gonna be good

at the end.

and if it's not good,

that will not be the end.

live your LIFE

put hopes to Allah.

He's listen.

believed in Allah.

see it with your heart..

things that you've seen, may not be the things you see..
things that you can't see, maybe the things you're not able to see behind it..

how do you see things in your life?
how do your view reflects the objects?

we learn it in physics,
that when the light strikes an object,
it will form an image and that image will be reflects in our cornea,
thus that views will come to our brain and the brain interprets it as a view.

if there is damage on our nervous system from the eyes through the optic nerve,
or if there is any lesion on the brain that involves in interpreting the image,
that's when the medical doctors says you can't see properly..
that's what involves the nervous system and the brain..

what about the heart?
how does the heart involves in our view?

"that's doesn't correlate .."
(most of those who learnt in science and anatomy may says that)

the brain was able to interprets things, mostly a logical thinking..
and mostly it can only see things that have a surface view..
while the heart was able to feel the sensation,
and that's how it can see from the deep view..

let says,
in a tragedy where the house was burnt, and the mother was safe and at outside of the house..
then suddenly she remembered that her small child was inside the house,
most mother will come run back inside the burning house,
trying to save her child..
doesn't she knows that the house was burning and dangerous to her?
she knows it..
but because the love for her child,
she's trying to save her child.

the brain was interpreted "hey, it dangerous, don't come back to the house"
while the heart says " my child was in there, i must save him"..
and usually human tends to do what the heart tells..
the heart was able to give you a surge of energy flowing through you unconsciously to do the things that looks impossible.

that's how important our heart was..

so, how do we view our things by the heart?
you, yourself knows it already..
it's already there inside your body..

how do we views, how do we action..
mostly was instructed by our heart..

that's why it was so important for us to cleanse our heart,
so that we will able to see things properly
and the truth views of The Greatness of Allah..
may we able to see it..
InsyaAllah..

everything was here..
takes time to ponder..
takes a view by yourself..
everything around you..
the skies, the trees, the earth, the wind..
and the component inside your body..

may you see the important things in your LIFE

'views from my room in Sg. buloh'

Subhanallah :)

i won't give up :)

expression-less

if only i can express myself well,
things will not be too hard, eh?
doshite?

this expression-less face can sometime be useful,
but sometimes it can cause more misunderstanding for others.
how to have more expression?
do i need to learn it from the anime?
=_=

random thought tonight before a new posting begin tomorrow..
here comes the child world in the paediatric posting..
but, the examination is still hard like the others..
it always give me a post-traumatic and cardiac shock.

this is me after the examination