bulan kelahiran islam...

picture yg di google..

assalamualaikum
 entry kali ni ialah bulan kelahiran islam...
 link nih : islamic calendar

so,setelah di click pada tarikh kelahiran kita dalam gregorian(birth date yang kita semua guna skang) and ditukar pada tarikh hijri(hijrah),barulah tau kita nih dilahirkan dalam bulan ape...
 and result nye mine in  bulan syawal.

melahirkan,membesarkan, mendidik dan mengasuh anak..
tak semua orang boleh melakukannya..
so,always appreciate what we have right now..
always remember our mom and dad where ever we are..
doakan mereka :)

i don't noe..

salam... hmm,how should i handle this? okay,do like normal yuzuki... don't put too high hopes, juz do normally what u should do.. sigh, things not always going on smoothly... i've learn dat.. hope tomorrow going on even better.. insyaAllah.. p/s :this is the shortest post since the first entry i post.. cause things i wanna write juz can't come out as what i thought.. just smile although it tough :)

kanashimi

salam.. today entry is, kanashimi = sadness why?because.. i'm tired already.. some of the spirit has already left me... hopefully the one left right now is able to make me stronger... sometime in a time like this,this song will be good for me to hear.. 'chiisana koi no uta' by mongol 800.. somehow it is a japanesse rock song.. which i think it can make my heart shout again... though the song is actually 'bout love, but it is good to hear.. at a time like when i wanna shout,but it just can't... be strong yuzuki.. tomorrow is still there for you.. huh... p/s : i notice that day by day,it is more hard for me to smile... there's a deep hole in my heart right now.. n i don't wanna make the hole deeper..

is it alright?

salam.. hopefully sume dlm keadaan sihat walafiat.. tajuk entry hari ni "is it alright?"ape maksudnye agak2? actually aku x yakin nak teruskan berblogging nih ke x.. nape ye tetibe je aku berperasaan camni? maybe sebab aku x yakin..sebab kat sinilah aku nak tulis perkara yg tersirat dlm hati aku nih.. tp bila da cerita kat org laen,cam da x privacy je... maybe sbb aku masih baru lg kat dunia blogging nih,so aku x yakin sgt kot... but kalau boleh aku xnak org laen kenal sape penulis nih...sbb kalu boleh aku harap aku dapat ceritakan personal things kat sini... so,better kalau org x kenal kot... hmm,aku pun x sure ape sbb aku start wat blog nih.. nak diikutkan leh je aku tulis kat diary...tp kekadang kantoi gak ngan other sibling yg terbaca diary tuh.. so,nak selamat malaslah aku nak tulis kat diary,nnt kantoi wat malu je...haha.. tp kalau banyak sgt benda yg aku asyik pendam je,tunggulah x lama lg meletus gunung berapi... ade certain things yg kite leh share ngan member kite,ade yg better x payah... tp sometime penat gak simpan je....seriously kadang2 aku cam berkira-kira(tanpa gune calculator) perlu x aku cerita kan benda yg aku asyik fikir nih kat member,,, huh... tp akhirnya dengan membuat pengiraan yg bijak(tanpa guna calculator lg) aku x cerita pun kat member... salah satu masalah aku ialah it's hard to believe people...tp aku bukan maen suka-suki je x nak percayakan org...but it takes time to build a trust. lebih2 lg kalau kita nak ceritakan perkara yg da jadi sebahagian dalam hidup kita yg kita rase personal... tp aku jenis orang yg kalau perkara tuh aku rase aku leh uruskan,aku harap aku x susahkan org laen ngan membebankan ngan masalah2 aku... tp kat mane lg aku boleh ceritakan?? yup..yg pertama memang Allah lah tempat kita rujuk semula semua perkara... hanya denganNya hati kita akan tenang.... so,mgkin tindakan aku menulis di blog nih adalah supaya dpt share pd orang lain something yg aku mungkin differ from other people... i'm sure everyone that enter this blogging world have their own reason why they start on blogging... but for me,cukuplah kalau aku katakan di sini i'm try to express my own little thing here...the one that i can't express it loudly outside...maybe here is the place where i can shout... SHOUT!! jerit lg...haha...dah...dah... da malm ,kang x pasal2 je dengar orang jerit betul2...wat seram je... akhir kata, maybe hati aku akan masih berkira-kira lg (kali ni pun x gne calculator,gne buku sifir je..haha..) ,is it alright for me to say things here?? tp aku harap ni adalah tindakan yg betul dan bile aku share kat sini mungkin ley kurangkan workload dalam jantung nih (sbb ble da share,kurang la rase risau dan susah hati...kan?kan?) InsyaAllah kalau kita berniat buat something yg betul di jalan Nya,Allah akan memudahkan sesuatu urusan... so yakinlah dengan Nya.. senyum :)

be strong, go forward, move ahead

We always don't know what is going to happen tomorrow...
but as long as we believe tomorrow is still there we can change the future... 
with hope and courage to face it.. 


there is many things in this world that seem unfair.. 
some of kind people get an incurable disease even they do not deserve it..
and some bad people still doing harm in this world... 
 it seem unfair.. 


but we should know that this world is always goes around.. 
and what goes around,comes around.. 
and we should stop saying that all this thing is unfair.. 
what we need to do is to look ourselves what we can do to change our future.. 
from bad to good.. 


me myself is always ask.. 
what had i done today? 
what should i change to make tomorrow is better than today? 


but sometime even when we try to change.. 
we can go to a wrong path.. 
every human do mistakes.. 


sometime it is not even our mistake that things around us change so bad.. 
it may by people around us.. 
or surrounding... 
or fate.. 
but should we just stand there without doing nothing?
no.. 
we should be more positive.. 


everything that happen always had a reason.. 
that sometime we can't see it at that time.. 
but,yes it do had a reason.. 
yes,it do hurt.. 
but it teach you how to be more stronger so that you'll not hurt next time.. 
yes,it do make us down.. 
but it will make you wake up from your dream.. 
and to face the reality.. 


all this things that i wrote here is a quarters of what always in my mind... 
i do have a problem on expressing myself to others.. 
and it seem that i always don't care on what happen around me.. 
if i can express all it well,maybe all the thing that always be misunderstanding can be solve.. 
i'll try harder on express what i'm think and what i'll feel to others.. 
maybe i'll try it little by little here.. 


hope tomorrow i will be more stronger,and always look ahead.. 
fighting!! 
senyum (: