get up and start running back..

the road is still so far before it can reach the goal..

(picture from google)

salam...

Alhamdulillah,things are getting better...

sometime,when things are not going so good,

you just need some vacation to release it out...

(and for me,vacation tu balik kampung je...)

jumpa family jap...

then,you'll feel ease and calm....

and of course,what we should do is to refer back to Him...

hanya dengan kembali pada Allah,hati akan menjadi tenang...

for me,

sometime life ni macam berlari merentas desa..

(boleh ke example aku macam ni?) =.=

maksud aku...

memang perjalanan kita masih jauh untuk kita berlari ke penamat...

but then,

if you are doing it consistently,

and believe yourself that you actually can do it...

then you'll really can do it....

maybe, sometimes kita akan terjatuh sekejap,

rasa haus sekejap,

rasa nak pengsan sekejap,

and maybe rasa malas je nak teruskan...

of course all that things can happen masa korang semua berlari kan?

(sape2 yang tak pernah berlari tu tak sure lah pulak) (-_-)"

sama la macam life...

sometime kita akan rasa down sekejap,

malas je rasa....

(lagi2 kalau takde mood nak study)

but, always believe that, 

if there is still time for you to do it,

just do it...

teruskan je...

maybe we can slow down the speed...

but, don't stop at the middle...

do it slowly and maintain it..

(tetibe rasa macam tengah ajar cara berlari jarak jauh pulak) =.=

life is like that...

don't stop doing what you are doing...

(kalau benda tak baik tu stop la)

move on and believe that you can do it....

kesabaran tu penting...

dan sentiasa percaya Allah sentiasa bersama orang2 yang sabar...

missing in action

something is missing...
yes,i'm sure of that...
(bukan pensil tekan,bukan lecture notes,dan bukan juga homework aku)
or is it someone is missing?

i can't sort what is it...
but it makes my heart in pain when i'm thinking of it..
can this thing let me go?
it makes me in burden..

Allah,
if this is one of your test for me,
help me to be strong..
help me to successfully handle this..
i'm not strong..
i admit that...

please,help me to forget this..


i don't want to get down easily with only this thing..
i have other responsibility to myself and my family...
hope this kind of feeling can just passing by in my mind..
and come again to visit me next time..
when i'm ready enough to face it..


p/s :i need a strong spirit right now..
(it's not ghost spirit that what i mean okay ) (-_-")



got ample of notes to read,and it's really 'great'.. =.=

rindu :)

yes,rindu...
nak dengar balik lagu nasyid raihan and hijjaz..
tu je...
tajuk post nak sentimental pulak kan.. =.=

p/s : tolonglah sape2 nak tolong aku siapkan homework PBL(problem based learning) ni x??

problem2...

mana semangat aku menghilang ni? gi jalan2 shopping mall jap kot....jap lagi datang lah....

okay,da start mengarut malam2 nih....baik aku pegi siapkan homework tuh.......

tagged : "25 things about yuzuki "

salam..
today,i've been tagged by mika..

okay,stop tengok lecture notes yang da tengok aku balik nih..
buat lah tagged nih jap..

antara syaratnya:

• cipta title sendiri (so,title nyer is '25 things about Yuzuki ')=.=
• 25 perkara orang lain tak tau tapi kena tau (tau tau je sendiri..hehe :P)
• tag 25 yang lain (sape2 yang lucky..hohoho..)

25 things about Yuzuki 

okay,let's begin~

1)the name yuzuki came from yamaha + suzuki = yuzuki   (logik ke? eh,ape ape je lah ea...)

2)japanesse meaning of yuzuki's name is "tender moon" 

3)reason mula2 buat this blog is....er,da lupa da..nanti jap ingat balik..

4)i'm expression less person...and someone who really can't express her feeling really well..   (the best expression i can have is when i woke up in the morning and bila dapat makanan yang sedap) =.=

5)i like simple things macam.......er,macam apa2 barang korang yang korang rasa simple...ha,,macam tu lah...

6)i do look like a quiet person only if people don't talk to me...

7)i'm a student with a complex mind and have my own views in different perspective....(ehem,puji diri sendiri sikit )

8)sometime i can immerse in my own world when i just look at the beautiful sky,the tree,the sunshine,the leaves..(kesimpulannya,i really do like nature)

9)dulu time sekolah,ada kawan cakap saya macam cartoon.....(hurm,sekarang dah tak kot.....sebab saya da matured) =.=

10)me in the past is quite different with me right now (sekarang lebih banyak cakap and can talk in front of people...dulu segan2 je...)actually sekarang pun segan lagi,cuma kurang sikit....

11)people do always thinking me as a serious person until they do really know me when i start a joke...

12)sometime i appreciate time when i'm alone.....rasa sangat dekat dengan Nya....

13)i'm definitely sure i'm not the type of romantic girl.........hurm,genetic abnormalities ke ni?okay,ape2 je lah..hehe... =.=

14)selalunya yuzuki akan post entry kat blog nih seminggu dua kali.....(mungkin akan dikurangkan sikit blogging sebab sekarang dah start busy with study)sorry...

15)i kinda like japanesse drama and movie......(nih pun kena kurangkan jugak...huhu....)

16)i'm not a person that people can gossip me with someone as i will become like naruto bila dia mengamuk......

17)right now,i should complete my homework which need to be discuss tomorrow....haissh... (T_T)

18)actually nama blog nak buat tajuk "aozora no namida" which means "the tears of the blue sky"  (tapi tak jadik lah letak nama tuh...nanti semua yang masuk blog nih,nak nangis je... :P)

19)i do learn japanesse language by myself....tapi da lama tak teruskan...cuma paham2 sikit je lah bila dengar lagu and tengok movie jepun.......hehe...

20)i do like anime......tapi saya bukan otaku...... best kot baca komik.....(naruto,eye shield 21,fullmetal alchemist,yakitate japan.............)

21)actually i kinda an art person....(betul ke??) tapi tetibe je masuk bidang sains....okay je...hehe....

22)prinsip yuzuki is : not to get down when you faces on hard things...get up back and show your courage  to faces that thing.....jangan cepat putus asa....fighting!!

23)buat masa sekarang,i just wanna do the best for myself and to make my parents and my family happy and proud of myself...(okay,pergi study sekarang yuzuki........) =.=

24)maybe i'll face the reality of this life in my next year of study...

25)tak tau tulis ape lagi........anything yang korang nak tau lagi,try tanya lecturer then dipersilakan keluar daripada dewan kuliah...hehe...gurau je...


tahniah,sebab berjaya baca entry yang panjang nih sampai habis (yang mungkin bored nih...) =.=
clap clap...

so,i tag another 5 lah...(yang lain sape2 nak buat,buatlah ye..)  (>_<)

fakhrur razi

mario

paradoks hati

alexa

n i k l i s a

that's all for today....kesian sekian,terima kasih..

yes,i do miss them a lot..

do you still remember when we run happily together, friends?

missing you,all those that i known as friends..

actually tadi tetibe schoolmate post those pictures in our old school days..

it just makes me miss all of them,

memories with them,

and all sort of things that we had done in our 'crazy' time as a school kids..

(though we actually should not be considered as a kid in high school right?)

those memories..

some good..

and some just make me laughing back when it cross my mind..

lagi2 for those yang stay in hostel may have an experienced with 

ponteng prep malam and pergi lah menyorok kat mana2(almari,bawah katil,toilet) =.=

berlumba-lumba pergi dewan makan sebelum dihabiskan oleh mereka yang tak pernah kenal erti lapar(selalunya boys selalu habiskan makanan kat dewan makan..) =.=

bawak walkman waktu prep malam yang sepatutnya tak boleh bawak..

(then,kantoi ngan kawan2 sebab diorang panggil and i buat don't know sebab volume walkman yang kuat)hehe..

budak kelas yang selalu fight with boys

(bila fikir balik aku pun tak paham why nak fight..tengok tengok after school baik pulak..hehe..lawak je zaman sekolah ni) :D

and yes,ada istilah senior and junior yang memang tradisi kot..

pergi riadah petang yang selalunya ended with pergi koperasi ramai-ramai beli aiskrim sambil gossip..

(riadah sepatutnya menguruskan badan,terbalik pulak apa yang kitorang buat dulu..) =.=

pergi bilik study then after bukak buku terus tidur kat situ..

(bila pagi terpinga-pinga, why am i here in this study room?) =.=

tengok bola ramai-ramai time world cup..

(hehe..tak boleh blah betul..siap mintak izin pengetua "kitorang nak tengok world cup jugak..kenape boys boleh tengok kitorang tak boleh pulak"ask one of my friend yang agak otai...nasib baik pengetua aku sporting) :D

i do missing each one of them a lot.

and everything is just a memorable time..

sometime we never knew that what's going on at that time can makes us laughing when we thinking back of it later..

maybe some of us have not a good experience in high school time..

but for me,

it do change me and makes me appreciate more on what i having right now..

eventhough we are not together right now..

and get separated by our own path to reach our own dream..

but those time that we had been go through in the past..

makes me a person right now..

and i'm not regretted meeting all of you guys..

thanks for everything..

i just hope that we all can get success in our life 

and when we will meet again later,we all had grown up as a wonderful person..

InsyaAllah..

everyday is a learning process

we go through different experiences everyday..

we learn everyday..

and learning does'nt matter your ages,your status,and gender..

everyone is actually always in a learning process..

we learn from our parents when we small,

we learn from teachers when we start our days in school,

we learn from others experience,

we learn from ourselves on what we have go through,

we learn from the natures..

everything can be learned in everywhere we are,

sometime we don't even know that we are actually learning..

and the target of learning is actually for us to get better in ourselves..

it does't matter if you got a really high educational level with a very high certificate,

if your behaviour is so low..

but people always do a mistake in a process of learning..

its okay as long as we recognise our fault..

and try to do a better one..

(hey,nobody perfect :) )

some people may experiences a happy memory,

while some other people may endure a pain experiences,

its all the same actually,

as this world is round and what comes around goes around..

but as long as we can handle and faces the pain experience,

we actually have pass through a step in our life cycle..

and if your experience is really a different one from others,

doesn't it makes you more expert if you faces that kind of problems next time..

may be you can handle it better next time than in previous time..

so,don't let your spirit down when there is something upsetting you..

its okay to crying if the pain is too much,

but don't let it control yourselves,

get up back and face it with your courage,

always know there is Allah with us..

hurmm..

actually i'm not sure why am i suddenly in this kind of mood to talk about this thing..

it just pop out from my mind..hehe..

so,no offence okay..

lets try to achieve a better stage in our life..

and the main target of our life sholud be to Allah..

hanya kepadaNya lah kita kembali..