it's a running time with an adventure

it's getting tough everyday..
it's like a real new different world there..

i remember that the doctor said it
"in this 8 weeks you're gonna really had the toughest,hardest environment..but as long as it does not cause you to die, it's alright cause it will make you become tougher than before you are"

that's a really scary advice, yet it's quite burning my spirit too..

although it just only less than a week,we've entered the clinical years,
but i felt like this field have really give me many things to learn..
it's not all about medicine..
it's all about people..

it's not that you are find the disease,
but you're also find the humanity..

from there i can find there are many interesting things to learn..
because i'm meeting various type of person..
and i can get close to people which i cannot do before..

some of them are really give me a good advice..
to help us..
and even wish for our best..

it's really moving your heart,you know..
when people that you just approach said that he's wish for the best for us..
maybe because i felt like the one that giving me advice and all that treating us like their grandchild..

and you'll learn from there too,
that healthy is really a blessing given from God to us..
because when you are sick,there's nothing that you can do..

and some of them really is a positive thinker..
that they can said
"this sickness is one of  the way from Allah for us to cleansing our sins"

i mean there's really people that tough,
that they can accept their sickness..
and InsyaAllah, Allah gives a better things to them..

InsyaAllah i'm really need to work harder than before..
(i think most of the time i'm in pre-clinical student before, i'm only sleeping and not work harder) =_=

so,right now,i'll be running and running and running most of the time..

yet,everything is given from Allah,
and will be back to Allah..

that's the point that i should not forget all through this life..

let's do our best for this syaaban and coming ramadhan :)