missing in action

something is missing...
yes,i'm sure of that...
(bukan pensil tekan,bukan lecture notes,dan bukan juga homework aku)
or is it someone is missing?

i can't sort what is it...
but it makes my heart in pain when i'm thinking of it..
can this thing let me go?
it makes me in burden..

Allah,
if this is one of your test for me,
help me to be strong..
help me to successfully handle this..
i'm not strong..
i admit that...

please,help me to forget this..


i don't want to get down easily with only this thing..
i have other responsibility to myself and my family...
hope this kind of feeling can just passing by in my mind..
and come again to visit me next time..
when i'm ready enough to face it..


p/s :i need a strong spirit right now..
(it's not ghost spirit that what i mean okay ) (-_-")



got ample of notes to read,and it's really 'great'.. =.=